I draw my heart on the street by chalk and sat on the pavement watching cars driving over it distorting its look, every few cars I draw it again. Bit by Bit I stopped redrawing it, I just sat watching it fading away under the wheels of the passing cars stupid thing to do but not as stupid as giving my heart to you.

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Shall I allow myself to have these feelings or I am not allowed? Can I just call and say I had no reason but that I wanted to hear your voice? I just feel the urge to hear that warm tone. Nothing can clam all these trembling feelings inside me but your warm voice and that special laughter, I only hear with me. I don’t need love words or emotional moments, I just need your silly jokes followed by the magic laughter telling me, I am somehow special and different and for some reason you only laugh this way with me.

It is very funny, it is amazing, WoW, it is very painful, you let them close, you talk about every thing, you open up, you get intimate and at the time you think the magic moment has come and you will hear the love word, they say it but to the brainless doll sitting besides you.